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Wednesday, 25 February 2009

  • Inexcapable

    Most everything has a pattern to it.  How do you know when something is out place with that pattern? Is it a one time thing?

    If someone has abruptly changed a pattern it is wise to question it. It is also wise to pay attention to what they say.  If it is someone that you are close to they will make no excuses.  This is the time when you have to pay close attention to how you feel.   

    If you wind up feeling that you question your own judgement or any other negative feelings about what they tell you it may be because it is their goal to make you feel that way. When that person is telling you to "name one instance", it is a manipulation.

    If they keep things from you and tell you it's because they care about how you feel, they don't care about how you feel. To keep something from someone you care about when they are supposed to care about you is selfish and egotisical.

    Don't be fooled when someone is acting out of character or has accute and marked behavior changes. When you ask them they will try to make you feel like a fool.

    - Keeping things from you in the case of  small but important matters

    -Guilt trips eg, "how dare you don't you trust me"

    -They make you question your own judgement, say you didn't see observe when you did

    -Defensiveness with personal attacks

    -Paying lip service (saying things they are doing and working very hard at but they're really not); tough talk etc.

    The list goes on unfortunately.  The reason behind all manipulation and most behavior is to control our environments.  Environments is not only the place but the things that fill a place.  One of the things that fill a place or our immediate awareness are people. 

    We only have to look at caveman.  Someone will steal his food, kill his wife and children, his place in social structure. He fears loss, not having enough to eat, the weather, disease.  He has to dominate in order to survive. (I doubt the part science says he has a need to pass on his genes, I think it is more to satisfy sexual desires).

    As time passed to modern humans the barbaric means humans had to control their environments (violence agresson, hard work and the like) has given way to the more subtle means of domination to control fear. "The spoken word".  Violence in modern societies, excluding anomic societies in the modern world, is socially unexceptable.  Where do people turn? The spoken word. 

    It is in this way I define "manipulation" as "The spoken word used to control personal environment most often for personal gain or dominance".

    There are always things people call "ideal" but they are not without their imperfections.

    It is definately a "dog eat dog" world.  If others want to play that game you have no choice but to play it.  It's sad to say the least that when they do play it you either rule or be ruled.  

     

Friday, 10 October 2008

  • Everyone faces general uncertainty in life, some more than others.  Mostly it has to do with having two competeing thoughts at the same time.  In one case it may have to do with someone saying one thing and having a different behavior that conflicts with what they say.  The anxioty is made worse if that person is close to you.

    A person like that will tear you apart.  You want to believe them but how can the unsaid messages they send be ignored.  It's hard to talk to them cause they will most certainly get angry, defensive and not change anyway.  Manipulative they will make it your fault for feeling that way.

    How do you combat something like that?  Well first an argument is emotional and logic won't work.  Second you have to find an opening and then get them to see how incongruent they are (being blunt helps).  Use what they are doing and tell them you will do the same thing and see if they won't feel the way you do.

    Remember they are being the manipulative one and trying to justify what they are doing and belittleing the way you feel so that you have to accept what they do and not question it.

    Question everything

    Know how to trust, who to trust, and what to trust them with.

    Be blunt and to the point and after the argument be kind to them, this is someone you care about

    This argument was because of a transgression after it is over remember the point and drop the fact it was an argument

     

     

Wednesday, 04 June 2008

  • Just recently returned home from visiting Clare.... In England.  I love Clare more than anyone will ever know but England itself is out of the ordinary when viewed from my perspective.  I'm used to driving on the right side and the right hand side of the road (teasing).  I would say alot of stuff there is backwards from driving on the opposite side of the road to the light switches where up is off and down is on.  The thing is, it is not so odd for Clare,  it is commonplace from her perspective.  I bet (I think I will win this wager) that from her perspective that this blue blood american (southern boy) is the one that is backwards lol.

    Alot we see and know is a matter of perspective even in a mass culture with divisions of subcultures.  What is common place for one is considered out of place for another.  It goes to futher understanding between individuals and their differences.  People learn differently and have different experiences. 

    I have learned alot from Clare she is a good teacher, counsuler, friend,  and companion.

    wedding announcement:  09 Apr 2009

     

     

     

     

Sunday, 07 October 2007

  • The most of the simple things there are in the world it is these simple things that are the most difficult to deal with.  Complications in relationships for example have some rather simple salutions.  That don't mean the answer can't be difficult emotionally.

    In problem solving the first step is realization that a problem exists, then by reducing (not minimizing) the self.  The ideal state is no state, ie. no ego.  By taking the self out of the equation it dramatically simplifies the problem.        

  • There often appears a duality between everything.  Good v. Evil,  Right v. Wrong,  Light v. Dark, etc.   In the Tao Te Ching it is written "When all the world sees good as good this in itself is evil".  But we often choose to label an object (including people) in terms of one concept.  You can't have one without the other (Dr George Boeree Phd) "long and short exibit each other" (again Tao Te Ching). 

    Can a person or thing be solely one or the other?  Occasionally a good person does bad, vice versa.  A steak knife is good to be used as a utensil and bad should it be used as an offensive weapon without provocation.

    What about the good person that occasionally does bad?  It is that thing most people don't consider, the gray area.  Does that mean that there is a third area?  By no means is there a third.  There should be considered only one area of gauge.  Varying continuously over a wide range ie. an analog structure. 

    "A sage keeps his heart in a nebulous state" (Tao Te Ching).  Ancient taoists believed that nothing should be done to excess or extreme extravagance.  It should be said that to view things from the "middle of the fence" perspective might be difficult to acheive if not impossible.  I think it would be worth the effort to strive for such a mentality.  

    My disclaimer for the previous thoughts:  It is important to have fun and enjoy life.  Being moderate in all things does not exclude what life is really about.  To answer that which philosophers have always pondered,  what is life about? Life is about living.  Live life without imposing yourself upon others.  

    "I dare not be a host, but a guest"

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